if you ever feel embarrassed of your past self just think about how much character development you’ve had since then
this is truly inspiring
I’m a hypocrite. Last year, I thought my friends saying they were in love and all that shit was just bs things you think and say in the moment. I would think being this young and ‘in love’ was crazy and too unreal. But I’m a hypocrite and I was wrong. I love but hate saying how in love I am. I sometimes feel so stupid for thinking, caring, and loving someone so much that it changes my well being. I used to think no one could ever come into my life and change it in so many ways. And I hate that thinking if I lose that person, things could never be the same. I don’t want things to ever be the way it was before this person. Losing someone like this would be an indescribable feeling. I can’t. I don’t know. I don’t want to know. I just want to love and be loved. And if its only by this one person, I’m okay with that.